Thankyou to each and everyone of you who have posted on my thread, Geordie, Vera, P, Micky, Kathryn you are all lovley people and I am so very happy to know you.
Just for today my life isnt very good but you know what I dont want anyone to feel bad for me as its all my own doing, I will change I know I will but I need to kick my own arse big time.
Take care all and wish you well, last day gambled 24th September 2017………do I hate myself? Yes, Am I a compulsive gambler? Yes, does that stop me loving people? No, does it make life unmanagable? Yes, do people hate me because I gamble? Yes, should they? Yes, am I a bad person? No, do I have a kind heart? Yes (I promise I do), am I judged because I am a compulsive gambler? Off course I am……..
Take care and wish you all well.
Just for today life is shit……but God I am so very happy to be alive and God thankyou for always looking after me and in truth everyone……….I woke up this morning and no mater what troubles I have in life I know I am very lucky to be alive and have another day in this world.
Maverick