What I’ve learned only recently is that if we want to get better and give ourselves a fighting chance of building a future with solid foundations we need to make further sacrifices.
What you’re doing is making a sacrifice by folding your company so that you can focus on the one thing that you need to now focus on and that is getting better.
Once you finish the GMA programme, you’ll be wiser, you’ll be fitter in mind and you should have the tools with which to deal with everyday situations avoiding the usual pit falls.
You are a talented guy and if you’re determined enough you’ll open another office and bound on again. This time you’ll have solid foundations and be building from the ground up instead of papering over cracks.
If you did cancel everything you’re working towards, (and I’m sure you wont), you’ll be dooming yourself to a lifetime of misery and that road could lead anywhere. I cancelled my place at the GMA a few weeks ago and I’m back to where I was when I first came on to this site. You’ll never break the cycle and things will only ever get worse.
You are looking for the easy way out because everything seems so hard at the moment. If you want to make your life easier, you need to close your company and embark on the GMA course. Any other course of action will be disastrous and there’s no other way of putting this.
I’m sure you know all of this anyway, so keep strong, go to GMA and reclaim your life, don’t throw it away without a fight Mav.
Keep strong and keep this thought in your mind, when you come out of the other side, you’ll have a thriving new company that you’ll be able to focus on fully having put so many demons to the sword.
Charlster.