hello sailboc
Your post was a lovely open and honest start to your journey of recovery from this most painful soul destroying addiction.
I am glad that you have found this site too, there are also chat support groups open at different times of the day where you can go and chat in real time with other people just like us, who not only want to break free from this killer problem gambling but know that in order to recover, changes must be made and we have to be hundred per cent honest with ourselves, it thrives on secrects and lies. I think you have made a fantastic start with your introductory post, well done Sailboc.
I too have been battling this for nine years plus, tried all sorts of different strategies, I found this site a couple of months ago and the support I have received from people here and the Gordon Moody team is second to none, it’s not easy at times very difficult and I have had a few slips along the way, but I am here to continue with this battle a day at a time, I won’t gamble today, for today is all I need to deal with right now.
Liberty