I di that when I am playing, especially if I start making crazy stupid moves that WILL love me money, I sit there going “NO< FOLD" as I raise. It;s mad, it's as if I am taken over my a beast in me. Don't be too hard on yourself, just know how to put more blocks in place. Have had some thoughts today, the voice telling me I can win more as I won last time. I am sure I could, but how much would I have to lose first to start making the kind of bets you need to win big. That's my problem, I start small and then it spiralls. No more rollercoaster for me. Stay Strong Butch, you can do it.
