one day at a time. today has been great and positive for me.
I went shopping. bought myself two new tops and got my car cleaned. I even laughed at myself because I have been so cheap when it comes to buying things because of my money being for another purpose (ONLINE SLOTS). This top I picked up in the shop was £30. (I’m a bargain shopper and tend to buy things half price). I actually gulped and put it back down…Then I laughed at myself . If someone in the shop could’ve read my thoughts. My thought was, I would’ve spent a minimum of £150 tonight on my lap top as its Friday and Im not working. So I picked the top up again and also picked up another. Now I have two new tops in my wardrobe (thats been neglected for a long time). Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have a lot of spare cash but then I haven’t for years. Point is I have the new tops and the rest is in the bank. I haven’t lost anything! So today is good.
Thanks for your comment Velvet… I have a habit of trying to premeditate everything. And Charls..u have given me food for thought. you say character rates that make me gamble?? Ive never given it a thought until just now?? At the minute all I can thing of is that… I’m impulsive. Obviously there’s more but Im thought blocked on that..hmmm
