SO much truth in that post Adam. So much self-understanding. I know that after my ‘win’ on Sunday, if I hadn;t told everyone I would have soon lost that and more. I still get thoughts berating myself for not trying to win more, but then I think “who’s to say you would have won?” I am sure I would have lost it, and more, and then hated myself. ONly we understand this compulsion.
You’re doing great, mate.