Hey Mate. I almost never play black jack, but when I did back in december I knew things are bad. Then I stayed clean for 2 months, relapsed and lost a bunch playing poker. 4 days later I relapsed again, lost some on poker and then lost a bunch more playing black jack. I didn’t lose it all. There was very little left compared to what I lost that night (the night of 27/28 Feb), but as I was about to lose my last money I looked at the clock and it was 2.58.
I had already dealt another hand of black jack, 3 x $50. And then I said to myself wouldn’t it be nice if this was the last gamble I every made. I played the first two hands and on the third hand I was gonna “stay” and I waited till the clock showed exactly 3:00:00 and at that moment I hit stay.
I lost all 3 hands, but I didn’t place another bet. I wanted to stop that madness right there and miraculously. I didn’t spend the rest of the money I had in the account, but cashed it out. Again, it was a symbolic amount, about 1% of what I had lost that night, but nevertheless it was a new experience for me.
So I’m on day #3 now and I decided not to post here too often until I have that number a little higher.
I want you to be wary however, if you opened a new account and you’re trying to cashout 4300 the same day it’s more than likely they will try and request some kind of account verification first. They’ll want to see your ID, utility bill etc. This is nothing unusual, but in our situation it could be deadly. They might even make the funds available to you in the mean time.
Actually, you did mention that you blocked that account, so you should be alright, but just be careful.
I will write more in a few days / a couple of weeks when I feel more confident in myself.
Regards