Hey everyone!
Heading into my 15th day gamble free, it feels bloody awesome but this week has been just a tad challenging. Had a really minor urge the other day. Good news is I just applied the principles from Allen Carr’s book and it faded just as quickly as it came on. I think the little monster is gasping for breath!
Aside from that the only downer has been the feeling sorry for myself routine. I commented on another post just then about setting goals – it was jlunuz1 I think. There was a period earlier this week where I beat myself up a bit for the lost money and opportunity associated with it. In my case, no small sum as you all know – over 6 figures. I just sometimes think I could have my own house paid for by now instead of paying rent for someone else’s mortgage.
Sometimes I just think about starting fresh in a new city or country. I tried Canada in 2013 for a few months, but ended up back in Australia. I’ve thought about trying again – but maybe I just need to stay here instead of running away. Just lots of bad memories.
But thoughts are things as they say – maybe the best thing is just to move on and stop giving life to the past!
15 more days till my first 30 days!!