HiJansdad, could you tell her you need her help.!yes she will go crazy but ask her for help..you are gambling at such a level (unless you are really super wealthy) that she will find out anyway, because it is unsustainable. ( I know I couldn’t trust my husband to tell him but you and your wife sound different )
Just look at how much you have lost so quickly Jansdad. You could throw away your life’s work in a few months.
I think you get numb while you are still caught up in the cycle because you can still access money so you can still convince yourself that the big win will come and all will be ok!!
But it doesn’t work like that. Because even if it did come we never cash out.. Out brains have lost control and just want to stay in play !!
Take what ever steps right NOW that will stop you
I tried to gamble for about three hours in
The middle of the night last week. I was so frustrated that I couldn’t because I had blocks on everything, but next morning I was so relieved I hadn’t.. Make it impossible for yourself to gamble Jansdad because i guarantee the urges will come!!