Kpat, I know what you are going through. I think post-Christmas is a huge trigger. At least it is for me. We put so much into this one day, and then it is over. Kind of a let down, even if it was a nice day.
My husband used to take me for a little gambling getaway after Christmas, that is until he realized that I had a problem. I cannot stop myself from wanting to do that again. I have been so out of sorts the last couple of days. Ready to explode. We have been somewhat busy, but I am still so restless.
There has been tension between us, also, and it is just now that I think I see why. To my husband’s credit, he did plan a getaway the day after Christmas, but we had three dogs here and couldn’t find anyone to watch them. I think he would be up for almost anything, as long as it doesn’t include gambling.
I am glad you did not end up gambling. Hold on tight, these days will pass and better and brighter days are on their way!
