Hi was just checking through my emails and saw replys here. Thanks so much for all your comments. I survived the christmas holidays. Did go away. It was nice. Lovely part of the country in fact. But decided to head back a few days early.
I am here again now in my flat. Working. Getting ready to go next week to spend time with my son. When I step back into the house the familiar feelings return. It makes me angry and pisssess me off no end. Actually got a date on Saturday. Can you believe it. With my life all upside down I decided to complicate it further.
But the gambling has done no damage. The bank account remains intact. I read the email alerts I get from other peoples threads. I have some catch up to do here. Im hoping to make the group later on.