This touched me when I read

This touched me when I read what you wrote above. Kpat. Although I could not bring myself to reply then. Apologies for the delay. And yes no one can truly know how bad it can and does get unless they have been in the pit themselves. Its horrific! I cant do residential treatment. Simply can not afford not to work. There is something else I am thinking of doing. Some people I speak to. An organisation in London, who offer 4 days respite to talk in a house. Its called Maytree. Its for people close to edge. Its a one off and the relationship is with the house not the person you speak to. Maybe this will help I am unsure. But for you thanks from across the pond for your thoughts and prayers. John