Its been a month since my stepdad disappeared.
As apart of the investigation the police,checked the phone for calls in or out,none,they checked his computer ,nothing.
So mom has been putting things to update them like her will and finding out where she will stand financially.
She is on top of all of that thank goodness.
She went to her doc and got some pills to help her relax.
But we all know that is not enough,more changes in the future.
I saw the doc he wrote about a 6 page report wich i have not read ,but part of me would like to read it to learn from it,but the other part of me says Who gives a dam what he thinks.
Im back to work on the 20 th,nothing has changed for me,but the time off has really helped in passing the time to make things alot more in my face.
I have been sewing quilt squares from all our scraps,a simple box looked like a breeze to get through,but wow it is amazing how much is in that box on my 3 rd quilt and still not even half gone.
That has proven to be my most relaxing thing i have done in years.
No pressure to get it right just sew.
Hubbys got a cold ,feel sorry for him,and when he is sick it really brings out the guilt in me.
Called him my little booger head lol.
Anyway my gambling is still a small issue,dabble here and there,but less and less each day.
Not huge progress, but still progress.
Been telling myself its not your to take.
And to be honest not much in this life is mine to take anymore.
But iam okay with that.
Take care ,and thanks for the support and letting me vent .
