We have never actually met, well I did see you a couple of times in the chat room when I first joined the site. I just read your journal.
I hear you and understand how you feel, I don’t know the ins and out of your life story but I do know only too well the place you are in at the moment.
Sometimes we feel that no one cares, maybe we just wont let them care, so convinced at our own worthlessness and intent on our own self destruction, we see everything as a slight against us, looking for confirmation all the time that no one likes me I am not good enough, it is our perception of ourselves that needs to change, not an easy thing to do.
I hear you and I do care about you as a fellow sufferer of this disease, please visit the site more often to get the support you do deserve Lorraine cos its not just words, you are worth it.
You will be in my prayers dear Lady
