Well

well no iam not knitting right now ,mind is in a ba d place right now and will be for a bit.
9 more days to get it right,banning is over.
It is consuming my every thought and mood.
Happens everytime.
Sat here again for a bit after i did do alot ,no gambling.
But what i would of given to of had a face to face person to talk to ,i was alone it was private ,but nope ,so i kinda figure
the only person who can throw me a lifeline is me.
Trouble is would i even catch it right now ,i dont know my addiction is raging ,telling me hope is comming hope is comming and i so depseratly need to know there is hope.
Sad that i think that way but i do.
Sure hope things are going okay for you sad take care hugs thanks for asking about me.