leave it all behind, we have turned a new year now, all of us, we can have a wonderful year, at times it will be tough, just be positive, no matter what has happened where there is a will their is a way, you could just give up though but that would be just the easy way out, roll your sleeves up admit your powerless and ask yourself what can i do to make things better, its only us that can make things better , we can be guided and we can be helped but whether we chose to take on board what we have been told is up to us, i certainly have not listened to all good advice given, slowly im trying to be true to myself and really start to take control of my life, it feels great im happy i feel content, its a new year and if this year can be better than last then its progress.
Trust thats something that i will have to earn, with my sporodic pattern of gambling throughout my life, i dont think anyone belives fully that i wont return to the way i did before i canny blame them , all i have to do is concentrate on me and everything else will take care of itself.

im pleased with what i se in the mirror now , i deserve happiness and peace whatever that maybe:)