Carole,

Carole,
I know you are probably right.. I know I need to stay focus and clear headed it’s just so hard right now. I’ve lost everything to this. A disease, a mistake has managed to destroy everything. He (my boyfriend) is an amazing guy. The best I’ve ever known and I know he loves me and I know deep down he wants this to work. I just think he is so scared about the future and his parents have pumped him so full of negativity that I don’t stand a chance. I have to believer there is hope. I have to believe that he just needs this time to think and sort his thoughts and he’ll come back to me. He’s my world…