Almost build the courage

Almost build the courage today to tell my sister. I was so close to getting it off my chest and was really looking forward to it. I must say though it’s been a while I haven’t placed a bet and it feels great. Don’t have that stress of winning or losing. Once I tell my sister I’m sure that I’ll have a big load of my shoulders. Sorry if I keep rambling on this forum but it’s helping me alot. There’s not many people who understand.