this online thing is it free or does it cost money??? Either way we all know the risk we take when we play with fire , we get burned. There is no other way to see what happens when this addiction takes over our lives.
After losing my closest friend I decided to not give a damn and go gamble, after all I needed to have some fun after that. Not a good idea because I wasn’t satisfied with just one visit and went a second time and then a third. Now Im left fighting urges and a mind full of gambling thoughts. So not worth it !!! I.m just about done paying off the last 12 thousand I spent and it worries me that I might not be able to control this addiction once I feel I’ve paid it off. I need to realize once again there is no way I can gamble reasonably ever. Thank goodness I can’t get my hands on much cash at the moment or I may have caused serious damage. I am relieved about that.
Do what you know needs doing and don’t allow the things that you find difficult provide cause to gamble. We know that it is never ok to find excuses to do this.
I am going to work at controlling myself again and get back to doing the right thing and that is simply not gambling, join me why don’t you and we can support one another. FG
