Hi Kathryn
You say that you are not sure how to go about fixing this but you do know what to do and you have made a start by posting here.
Risk and uncertainly can be overtly or covertly played with and manipulated and while not technically gambling (in other words dry) you are allowing your mind to place bets and in doing so your are posing a real threat to you recovery. You will soon not be able to shake of the excitement this behaviour is instilling in you Kathryn – I urge you to go back to the start of your thread and read it all again.
You have lost your way but you can find yourself again and be the person you want to be. An escape that makes you feel lost and lonely is not an escape, it is a pitiless drop into activating your addiction
Keep posting and disable your account immediately – don’t put it off – let us know when you have done it.
Well done posting
Velvet
