Kevincc,
I am sorry to hear about your father, loss is one of the hardest parts of living.
Going through this kind of loss and the end of a 10 year relationship is a lot in a very short period of time. Don’t let gambling ruin you, seek a therapist. Get the support you need… you know as well as I do, gambling won’t solve anything. ❤️
I hope you’re doing well since your post.