I am so glad to see a post from you again.. i was wondering how you were and was just so happy to read you have not gambled all that time.. wow you have done so well.. i understand the depression. Sounds like you need change but think on it and maybe talk to a counsellor maybe? its good to talk to people who are there professionally to help rather than sometimes emotional advice from those close to us..
Im just glad you are here posting.. you are missed and i hope you continue to post.. how about popping in to the chat one day for a chat.. it is fun to catch up with others from here
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