dearest P, always checking on me 🙂
I’ve been going through some anxiety and depression these days. Just not having the umph to deal with anything either. Trying to deal with the lack of energy with a supplement, I had stopped taking one for a month and now I am thinking it’s made a big difference. Back on it now and seems to be helping again.
The weather here has been just terrible. Canadian winters can be tough but this one has been brutal. Between cold, lots of snow, and, that it is still here! Brutal!
I am still gamble free but honestly was really pining for it last night and having some urges. WTF! It’s been over 4 years since I’ve gambled. Where are these urges coming from? I have today booked off from work and for some reason I didn’t tell hubby. I’ve been having thoughts of sneaking off for a day of gambling. So it seems that means (money in the bank) and opportunity(secret day off) can still trigger urges in me. Only the fear of bumping in to someone we know helps to keep the gambling at bay. I’m thinking of just going in to work instead. Save the day off for another time.
Coffee refill and try and do some catching up. Seems I’m always catching up. Very depressing to always be chasing life.
Laura