Dear P. It sounds like you are having a tough time with urges. But I hope you can take courage – from whatever source it can reach you – and, knowing what you have and can achieved, you will be able to stay on the right path of life.
Simplicity is a good theme at difficult times. In reality, life can be simple and we can manage things better when we recognize that and let go of some of the pressures and complications. Life may still be challenging, but if we consciously strip it down to the useful and essential things, we can gain some peace and energy.
As ever, I reach out to you with all good wishes,
Monique