Thanks Fear

I am baffled by her reaction but what you came up with does make some sense.
I do plan to reach out to her sponsor-she kind of got stuck in the middle.
I am stronger now than in the past and there was a time not so long ago that I would fall back into codependent behaviors and beg and beg forgiveness. I have grown and I have apologized and I am sorry, however, I will not allow myself to be beat up over this. I beat myself up enough being my own worse enemy most of the time.
My friend just called me from the detention center. He sounds good-one less worry.
God is Good!
bettie