Woke with a screaming headache this morning-up with a low sugar last night. i had to fight myself to get up. i could tell I was having an issue but just didn’t want to get out of bed. I see the specialist today. Must remember to put a can of pop on the nightstand.
No $ = No gambling-that’s an easy one. I will be scraping even with 3 paydays this month.
Had a big big boss randomly show up at my branch yesterday. Quite nerve racking-she hung out all day. I thought someone would be fired as none of us know why she was there. She seemed very snotty and stuck up. Short one word answers, attitude, etc. I told my co-banker she must have a really stressful job as i know she answers directly to the State President-not something I would ever care to do. I had a recent situation where I was told I helped a customer too much-and that I could be terminated over it if certain people were to find out. I thought well maybe “today’s the day”. While I can’t go into detail I did tell my boss what happened and she told me she provided the same service for a customer and didn’t see anything wrong with what I did. I’ll keep that in my back pocket as that is info that could save me if the time comes. I chalked it up to God’s will-if I keep this job or get canned it was is whatever is in His plan. I can’t control the uncontrollable and I can also learn from my mistakes.
I may go see my Mom after my appointment today. My sister and I took her downstate and she spent about 2 weeks with my sister in law and my brother. They took a little trip to Missouri and saw distant family members. My cousin was very happy to see her and made her very welcome.
I went to my sisters and spent 5 hours cleaning my moms bed room. I had hoped to get more done but she is about 6 months from be featured on a “Hoarders” episode. I did a quickie clean up in her Kitchen and bathroom. I never even got close to cleaning front room. Way too much work for one person. I think I mainly went to clean up out of guilt over my gambling. Punishment of some sort I guess. I did talk to my brother and he is on board about getting new flooring throughout her unit. The carpet is way beyond cleaning and frankly she has always been sloppy and now getting to the point where she is no longer able to do a heck of a lot for herself.
I don’t plan to gamble today.
bettie
