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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
One day and I pray it won’t be long I hope not to be posting my tale of illiness and one more based on recovery. I called off work – again – ear ache and sinus infection. I got up today and just couldn’t get ready to go. I ate and chatted a bit then back in bed. I slept for 3 hours. I had hoped a workout today too but too whiped to move.
I did get a phone call I had hoped for. They are delivering my new recliners Saturday! Yea! I wish I was in one right now but soon I will have to wish no more.
Having gambling thoughts again today, just thoughts and no action. I have to "replay the tape". When u leave the casino in tears did u really have any fun? I don’t think so.
I saw where larry posted tomething to the effect the reward for gambling was the financial disaster the person had to contend with. Good one larry-us cg’s don’t often think of that.
bettie