bettie!! keep yourself occupied and dont let gambling thoughts pollute your mind.. look how many of us are here.. and many of us had big wins but still we could not do anything with that money.. infact ended up loosing everything we had.. that is what i tell my urge whenever she tries to attract me towards her.. that when she could not make any of us happy then what is different in her this time.. gambling may not be the reason for all our problems.. but gambling is not the solution to any of the problem..
take care.. and hope jen recovers well and you too.. good nighttomorrow will be better than yesterday.
