Hi Guys,
Should be sleeping but waiting for my bed room to cool down. I have 1 sleeve air conditioner and it’s in the front room. It is usually enough but it is old and i have a big fan blowing cool air in my room so i can sleep in there tonight. If this keeps up I will have to go to the basement and get the air mattress. Way too old to sleep on the floor. Tried that last night-not a real restful night. I even took an evening swim-water was way too warm, felt like I was swiming in other peoples sweat! YUCK! Larry is right-be careful what you wish for, It’s like hot dogs breath outside. (not hotdog breath-lol!)
So many new folks around these days. Sorry to see you have "the problem" but glad you are seeking the soloution.
I am moving along my step 2 and closing in on 3. I am looking foward to my step 4. It’s time to totally rid myself of a couple really bad habits I have, and a self defeating "relationship" I am still accepting from the "fwb". He called yesterday, he was all alone. I was out and had to call him back. By that time he was no longer alone-and I was just an afterthought after all. ( seemed odd that he would call me and it was still daylight outside) I still accept this treatment from him but it is different than it was a year ago-when he told me that any man would have a hard time accepting that I was a cg, it would be a real turn off. I was crushed when he said that to me. True as that might be wouldn’t that be an indicator that I had met the wrong person? I guess my point is his lack of calling me back last night really didn’t bother me. I am to the point I can take him or leave him. Now I just have to leave him. I am hoping step 4 will help me find the strength to do what has to be done. This "friend" is no "friend" at all.
Ok time to hit the sack!
peace
bettie
