wondered why u didn’t say goodbye! lol!
May ban Michigan today. Can’t go alone so my ex gambling buddy said she would go with me. depending on when she gets done with some errands.
Such mixed emotions! I know it’s for the best but so hard to face the facts. Silly isn’t it? My cg head says don’t do it! My brain says do it and be done with it! Stop torturing yourself!
I hope she can go. I am bargening in my brain, if she can’t then you should get one last gamble in. Why would I do that? What is the point? I would waste the money I have for the holidays, and I have very little cash, so where would that money come from? Barriers, that does slow you down! Maybe I need to go back to bed and start this day over.
Sorry guys, just thinking out loud!
peace
bettie
