Hi G, Hi Guys,
XXX cancel, cancel!
I can not control what others think. I can not keep beating myself up for my sins, real or imagined.
Yes, I do need to think before I speak, I have a sharp synical mind and things just pop out of my mouth, thanks for the reminder G, you are right.
I saw my sister today and went to lunch. I told her about the landlord, the $$, the daughter’s drug issue, everything. I think she was glad I told her however I wish I had not, as I know she has enough on her plate with her own life right now. Well, at least the truth is out there and I know I have a place to go and a person to talk to when things have me down. She loves me, I forget that sometimes, when I have so much pity for myself and forget to be thankful for all the good things that have happened to me this year. It’s been rough but it’s been worse, so stop complaining bettie!!
Cousin called, looking foward to the show tonight, hangover is almost gone too! I drank like a fool last night, drowning my sorrows, dummy! I realized when i looked at my email that I tried to download an online casino last night! They sent me a welcome letter. I deleated it, and i went into my programs and deleated the casino too. If I start that cr*p, online gambling, I am cooked!
I refuse to let that happen. I choose not to go there.
peace
bettie
