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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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I wish I coukd say I’ve enjoyed the last couple of days but life is like that.
My friend who invited me on the trip has not called me back. Period.
I had a miserible time trying to get the time off. My asst mgr was worried about coverage but that was no issue when she and the only other banker were off at the same time and I worked by myself for a week. That whole thing left me in tears and so upset I am ready to quit, if only I could!
So I go to all this trouble, secure the time, risk my job and make a general *ss out of myself and this idiot can’t even return my call. I just don’t get it! Why did he even call and invite me in the first place. Men, chime in here, what happened?? I am puzzled.
Oh well, long story short he better not call. PERIOD! I am deleating him from my phone. facebook and life. It really doesn’t matter at this point, the only acceptable excuse is he’s dead. and if he’s not then he has no explanation that would be accepted.
BOY WOULD I LIKE TO GO GAMBLE! There, I said it. I have been urges since this mess started yesterday. I know how to set myself up for failure! Now I need to work on planning to succeed!
I’m going to go on the chat, I am going to stay home. I took the last of my cash out of the bank today and it’s in my purse screaming go=go=go!
Just got to yell back NO-NO-NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bettie