Thanks P for you post and support. I guess I am feeling a bit lonely and abandoned. When my Mother told me that she was almost through with me and then threw up things that I told her in confidence, it just killed me. Then she told me to get out of her house. I think that all of the belittlement just tore a hole in my soul. I know I need to forgive her for my own well being, but that is so hard. I don’t know if our relationship will continue after this last incident. Honestly, I did nothing wrong and even though I know it isn’t my fault, I feel guilty. Guilt has been programmed in me since I was a child. Almost every article I have read online about dysfunction and my Mother’s personality traits tells me that I should just walk away for my own well being. This is so hard!
