So sorry to hear you gambled again, Lizbeth.
Also sorry to hear about your grandson. ‘Hope he gets pain relief soon.
There is no relief, sadly from the pain of gambling. Sometimes we have to just suffer the consequences and when we suffer enough, we will stop gambling forever.
Can you talk to your daughter and tell her the outcome of your altercation with her? Resolving the underlying upset might prevent further gambling relapses as well as further arguments. I don’t mind reasonable arguments but when I’m put down or accused in the wrong it causes a lot of stress. It’s not easy when you have to “grin and bear it” but sometimes that’s the only way to prevent further conflict. I think that behaviour could easily drive me over the edge. How can you avoid another “attack”?