The gym was closed today for a tribal meeting. I spent the morning in my pajamas and watched TV. I finally took a shower and went into town to deposit a check (Daughter paying me back for furniture that I bought for her) I have decided that I need to stop loaning out money and buying things on credit for others because they can’t get credit. I am collecting payments from 3 people. It seems like I don’t save it as it comes to me in little increments. Live and learn. I am not a bank anymore. I need to put myself first and that includes my finances. Funny though, I thought of gambling today. My addicted mind playing games with me. Yesterday my Daughter asked if my Grandson could spend a weekend with me soon. That made me happy. My family grounds me and helps me with the urges. I didn’t contact my Mom today. It’s good to have some space between us.
