(((Liz))) I sometimes feel that when my inner spiritual self is not being looked after, which is all the time with me that I get down in the dumps. I know that I feel better when I go to Church, but I have not been going for a while. There is a feeling of something missing and emptiness that I try to ignore. We all know within ourselves what we need but for some reason we don’t do it. I admire Vera so much who is always going to Church. I make excuses that I am too busy and I know that is not the case. I am saying this because it may be something that would help you as well to go to Church, but it is just a suggestion. I have had a tough few months as my hubby was in hospital for a week and he is still of work, but he is getting better. I am finding myself tired and drained emotionally. I want to run away from everything. I am retiring this year, but I am also questioning is that the right decision. It is as if life is in a turmoil for me right now, but is it my inner peace that is really in the turmoil and not life. I have not been posting for a long time as I have not had the positive energy to do it, but I had to reach out to your post as I know that you are always such a positive person and just needed a little comfort. Your Guardian Angel will look after you, as you said he has always been there for you not matter what. My Guardian Angel is my little Grandbaby who was stillborn at 7 months, and over 4lb. He would have been 3 this month if he had lived so now I know why I am in a turmoil right now it’s because the Anniversary of his birth and death is coming up. I will be sending up three baby blue balloons this year on the Anniversary day. This will be the third year I have done this, and every year I add another balloon for how old he would be. (((Liz))) it sounds as if you need some TLC right now as you are always looking after everyone else. Go to a spa or a quiet area and do some meditation, walk in the grass bare feet and allow your spirit the chance to rejuvenate…. I know that I go on a bit when I post, but I think it is telling me that I should be coming back to GT and allowing myself to let go of everything, rather than holding it all inside myself.
