wewin, it is sad to read about all these relapses within this short period, and really there is nothing I can add, you had really good advice from the members, but I may suggest if you can think loudly with us here and type a plan, you are in this situation where you are relapsing every 2 or 3 days, what is your plan, what blocks you are going to apply, how you are going to stop this. writing it down will clear the fog, but just saying I will stop and keeping everything vague is not helpful.
you need to plan from now on how you will stop this addiction and please keep the willpower out of the plan because it will let you down at the first test.
I hope you all the best.
