Thanks for the posts and support. I am soo lucky to have friends here who care. I have had alot of support from my Mom as we talk on the phone daily, otherwise my family has not been very supportive. It doesn’t suprise me, but it hurts. Some family members were disappointed when they didn’t receive anything of my Husband’s. It’s not like we are rich and have alot. My Husband was a simple man, never interested in material things. I feel like this is inappropriate behavior on their part. I have friends who have been more supportive and caring than family members. I am lucky to have them!!! I feel like I am mentally stronger. I didn’t want to make any large purchases with the money that I am getting from my Husband’s benefits, as I wanted to take my time deciding what to do with it. It looks like I am going to need a different vehicle, as mine ****, I don’t think it is worth fixing as it is going to cost alot. Alot to think about!!!! I live close to stores, banks, ect… soo I can walk till I can get a different car. Friends have offered rides also. So, I am hanging in there, trying to do the best I can. Seize all the good things in life
