Thanks Cat for the hugs. People don’t know what to say to you when it involves CANCER. Some***** a hug can carry you on, especially when you are havinga bad day. I’ve been up since 4:30, waking Hubby up so he could try to go to work. He is too tired, he is still sleeping. I don’t know if the quality of his life is that great as he sleeps most of the time. The one thing that I am very thankful for is that he is not experiecing any pain. I got my yearly mammagram and they already e-mailed me saying that everything looks fine. Thank God! My oldest Daughter came by yesterday after work and brought a picture of my Husband and Grandson from our vacation last summer. They are standing on the beach with the ocean behind them. She blew it up to a 8 by 10. So, I put it in a frame and it is sitting on his dresser. I am also grateful that my oldest Daughter completed a rehab stay recently and is going to outpatient counceling 3 ***** a week, 3 hours each time, after work. She is also going to support group meetings 3 nights a week. I think that this time she is really serious about staying off the *****. This time I see a difference in her, a light shining all around her. So, I do have positives in my life and hope. Hope everyone has a great gamble free day!!!!Seize all the good things in life