And Iam 56 looking to try to start all over again. Everyone on here has been in the same position as you, maybe not as young, but the same. You need to take the situation more serioysly- and in saying that I mean the you need to stop thinking that this is about money anymore. It’s not. If it was then you wouldn’t gamble after you win some money. You would stop, but you cannot and that is the issue that will keep you in the hole that you are in. If you accept that even if you win really big that you would probably lose it all anyways than it stops being about money and becomes about addiction. You need to van yourself from all means of gambling today and start taking this as being the start of something new and the end of the”systems”. You will not win even if you do. I know this because I, too, have certain games that j will play that i know that i will eventually hit big on but in the end, i am broke because i cant stop. I am better off financially if i dont play because i will still have the hundreds in my pocket that i would have put into the slots. Please use this, only the second day of a month that brings new life and promise, as the day that you change your path. You are young and have lots of time to begin a new journey. Take this opportunity. It’s the day when you accept that you are powerless against what gambling has one to your brain and you start a new way of thinking. Stay strong, but understand that you need to put as many road blocks in place as you can until you are stronger.
