I have been a member of this site for nearly five years
Just read a selection of my past posts and what a shock
Did not realize the pain that I put my family through and the s..t I put myself through also
What have i learnt by my past exploits is that I am worse now than i was then
Lost the passion in my actions to give up and by the amount of debt that i am in need some drastic action now
Sill can not or will not say that i will never have another bet but trying to abstain and it has been 28 days since my last bet.
2011 is going to be make or break for me in my relashonship, my business and my state of mind.
 If I lose on or two of the above then only god nows what will happen in my life
Need more than help
Jcx