Every recovery center has successful stories but at all times, there are people relapsing
Come pay day they will lose every single cents and they don’t understand why
They never imagine they could lose everything, they thought they could stop everytime
But they could not stop until they have lost everything every time
They stop gambling for 29 days only to gamble everything away on the 30th day
It hurts. It is very painful.
When that happens, you either pretend this never happen until the next payday
Or you will be self-beating yourself for the next 4 weeks.
This was also my story
I have to go thru this phrase before I finally felt I had enough and surrender
How many more times am I going to allow this to happen
How much more suffering do I want
“ ENOUGH IS ENOUGH”
One is just too many
That I am powerless over gambling