Hi P,
I have read your posts, and knew you are going thru a hard time now,
Our hearts is with you  
No one understand you better than the people in here
who experiences the same problem you had
Trust me, these people are very forgiving and supportive
Don’t beat yourself up anymore
What we done in the past is history
Move on with life without the baggage
Give yourself the chance you deserve
You always tell me to love myself more and not be too hard on myself
My dear friend, it is time you do the same thing
Below is a video clip I dedicate to you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYWPLxVJca0&feature=related
 
 
 
 
 — 4/9/2011 5:54:21 AM: post edited by kin.