hi am 27 and started gambling two years ago,  everyday i gamble on the machines and i am desperate to find something more important for me to get into. i used to read a lot of books, nothing interests me now. i am not myself anymore.
i study two days a week and i have so much free time, i go to the slot machines at the footy club and waste my time as well as lots of money. i have lost more than 10 000 dollars over two years. i don’t know myself anymore.
i have lost interest in everything but gambling, i feel lost and i feel silly because i thought i was smart. i started once my close friend died, i was so sad about that and i went to the club to watch footy… won money and it’s been two years now. i am out of control. hopeless, crazy, mad.  i don’t feel like i am who i used to be.
i used to be innocent and naive, now i am out of control and addicted to gambling. i am here to realise the truth, i am in a lot of pschological pain because of this addiction, it’s a cycle, i can’t stop myself. the addiction has no ears, it just won’t listen. it is the beast within me taking over my mind. i need help