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Re: The bitter end of it

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stupidme
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Thanks sunny and the same to you.
Completely, I never want to go back to the second of december.
I have had a very weird feeling regarding work now too. When I was a heavy gambler I used to think “I couldnt care less if I get more hours this month, cause weather I do 1 hour a week or 20, the casino gets it, so the more money I take home means the more money ill lose gambling”.
Now though I dont mind doing the extra hours, its like in a short space of time, quitting gambling has changed me from someone who cant be bothered to work to someone who wants to work as much as possible and do well in life.
Fair enough my wages will be going towards paying debts for a while but at least its better than gambling it. Shows really that a month ago I was being a sly, sneaky, lazy gambler who was at the lowest point after losing that money on my mums card and owing all that cash for payday loans. Now I owe nothing to payday loans, dont gamble, I want to work, have been sensible with the few quid I do have and of course have that payment plan in place to pay my mum back.
Things are looking up