hey blue, thought ild come to your page to answer them 2 queastions you have. why do i gamble? geeee thinks theres a few reasons. guess for one i like the excitement and that chance of hitting a decent amount of cash for a change. never won a real big amount and maybe 2,400 be the largest amount. seems like peanuts compared to what i stuck into it. lol guess its a escaape route too and a weird way of having fun. sure dont seem like fun walking out that door when all is said and done. a all time low is more like it and a feeling i think we both know to well. but yeah while the money last its all fun and games and never want that feeling to end. guess its a hope and a dream that just maybe ild hit a amount that would make them dreams come true. take all them money issues away and some how give me back everything it ever put into the place and more. **** none of the machines i play even pay out that sort of cash nor have i every seen onyone ever win more than 15,000 and yeah that was just once. guess even at 15,000 that aint making up for all they got from me. lol i really have no ideal what a gambled away over the years but pretty safe to say i gambled more than 15,000 in a year. guess while we gamble we miss out on a lot and maybe hitting that jackpot would make up for everything we could of enjoyed. guess i know for a fact that money cant buy everything and those ***** we missed out on with family will never be relived again. guess thats the biggest price we pay is something money can never buy back. the smiles that could of been that we’ll never know or feel. a hug we could of gave and didnt know was needed, a molment missed that might of been something we’ld never forget. guess we just miss out on life blue and guess that how we stop. cant buy back yesterday but we still got today.
