happy new year everybody in the pact here. i am not sure about others but for me new year is just another day at the moment.. a landmark for some but for me it is another day gamble free.. i want 2012 to be better than 2011 and it is not just by my wanting it to be better but i want me to be a better person this year. agreed with vera, that time is one thing which will never come back.. i have always thought whenever i relapsed that my problem is the finanical loss and the mental torture which comes with it.. i always recovered my losses and i am hopeful that i will recover this time as well but i never tried to change myself.. my thinking.. my thoughts.. and just kept on chasing money..
this year with this pact .. i promise that i will try to change myself this month.. i will try to remain gamble free but at the other hand.. i will try to improve as a human being and as a person.. first few months are going to be challanging, particularly january.. when i have to file my tax return.. if i remain gamble free.. one by one problems will be sorted.. thanks vera for your support in december and i am glad that i did not gamble in december..tomorrow will be better than yesterday.
