1 April 2012 at 7:25 pm
#13261
icandothis
Participant
Hi everyone, Having a hard time shaking this feeling of doom and gloom. All that philosophizing yesterday. Thinking it’s a bunch of cr##. Bottom line, and I have always been this way. Tell me I can’t do something or I tell myself I can’t do something makes me want to do it all the more. I think that is why in the beginning I focused on recovery more than not gambling. I am done trying to figure it out. It doesn’t matter, all I have been thinking about is gambling, and some how I need to find a way to stop.