Hi Lori
There are many things that none of us will ever understand and I can see why you are angry with your Higher Power.
I have no answers for you but I do know that gambling will only hurt you further. It is comforting to hear that you know you will finally accept the changes and I hope that the Serenity to accept will come to you soon.
I haven’t forgotten what you told me made you happy – hold fast to the good things Lori and to the person whose life you can control.
6/17 or 17/6 in the UK sounds a great date. You are doing well in the face of great adversity and I am proud to have met you even if it is in cyber space.
Velvet
