Well ***** boys and girls, and to all those not yet sure……
Not posted for a while not been in many live chats…..
So a quick catch up…..
My mind is now free from the compulsion to gamble
I am no longer obsessed about winning money
I am doing 4 meets a week, and getting involved with meetings.
Am i cured?
Not bloody likely lol……I said my mind is free im still a CG and will and probably always have urges to gamble
I have split with the missis
Which also freed my mind of the obsession to do what ever it took to save our relationship.
i got my head down worked hard and payed most of my debt off last week
I have a new love intrest, and im feeling a lil scared as she brights up my whole day whenever i talk to her
Butterflys in my stomach and all that **** lol
and one final thing……
I AM HAPPY
Love to you all and an enjoyable recovery, if ur misrable ur doing something wrong "
I was doing it wrong for a few years so dont worry !
Jay x
